Well actually, my New Years started out shitty but went to good. See my problem is , is I normally eat and drink things quickly. I do. Its my nature. There are very few things I do slowly actually. And what went wrong was I was ridiculously hungry and thirsty before I went to the first party (this gets explained more, I didn't go party hopping). I was passed a glass which the last thing I saw poured into it was Dr.Pepper. And only once I had practically inhaled the thing, did I notice that quite a bit of my rum was gone to. I'm the only one in that group that really drinks rum.

Well, rum that isn't Malibu flavoured something.

So for a good twenty minutes I was laying on my stomach with a wicked bad tummy ache and trying to play SSX:Tricky (OH man I kicked superb-ass at that)

But Katie-bear brought me food which made me happy. Even fed it to me. (Celery is really good for upset tummies apparantly o.O)

OH but the wicked part of my New Years, is on Friday I fucked up my back at work, just pulled a muscle. And somehow managed to get the week off paid so I've been getting paid for my escapades this week.

So once I had food I was good, life went on and we all got a little drunk, a little blazed and were laying on the girl from the first parties bed. (We being me, Katie Bear and Kissy Bear (long story >< ) And she wouldn't sit with us or anything.

And things just got brutally awkward once we all ate pizza and watched a movie so we just moved on and went home.

But the rest of the night was good. No fireworks though T.T They just didn't have them here. Epic Fail Sherwood Park.

But we all laid in the dark at Katie Bears on her bed, warm and snuggled up and just talked. Really enjoyable. But thats what I like to do.

Except it fucked up my week because it put me in a bliss for the three days I spent there.

And when I came home I just became miserable and a bunch of old demons I had locked away in my pyschological closet attacked me.

But I do have some New Years Resolutions.

1) Figure out all my shit and throw out the trash. Both pyschological and material. Because I really am holding on to stuff thats hurting me.

2) Get my room nice and cleaned up so my guardians will [link] AND FOR ALL!

3) Start drawing more. I've become lazy when it comes to that. People are still waiting for Christmas Presents.

4) Get all the piercings I want. Seirously. I have a year and a wicked paying job. And theres not many more that I want right now. But there are some I do.

5) Stop waiting till Boxing Day to buy new jewellery to stretch up with. Seriously. Now that I found the place that sells what I like, everytime I go to Whyte (Which is every couple of months) I need to pick something up until I get to the gauge I want.

6) Stop being such a hermit. 'Nuff said.

7) Play around with my camera more because I've taken some nifty pictuer and I think this is something I could dip my feet into.

8) Eat a whole lot better. I eat alot of convience food, which is easy for a vegetarian to do. And its bad for me ><

9) Do a little more fasting here and there. It sucks while your doing it but after you feel really good about yourself.

10) Keep those monthly look backs going. Their good. Help me figure out things.

11) Little more colour in the wardrobe.

12) More sewing. I used to love it so much. Why did I stop.

13) I really need to stop caring what people are caring. Except I've almost conquered that.

14) Get them grades up.



And Im sure there are many more little things here and there that I'll get around to doing.

Good luck to everyone else with theirs ^^


PS: First round of fasting started at 6 tonight. ^^